nymphnemesis

success! famous!

2007-02-10T18:36:00.000-08:00

both of us stood looking at the bow
maginificient beautiful colorful
beckoning us towards it
he wanted to get there so did i
he rushed up the hill by the village
heaving over rocks and boulders
villagers looking at him cheering him
he wanted to get there so did i
i skipped up the hill by the woods
hopping over springs and brooks
dreaming bout my success
he wanted to get there so did i
each step took us closer to our bow
living learning hoping crying laughing
to his rainbow my rainbow our rainbow
he wanted to get there so did i
he stood triumphant right on top of the hill
with our rainbow for a halo
i stood elated right on top of the hill
with the sunflowers and butterflies for a crown
he wanted to get there he did
he was a success he was famous
i wanted to get there i did
i was a success was'nt i ?

he...

2007-02-06T21:51:00.000-08:00

walking along the busy streets
i met him
stained shorts grubby hands
bruised knees dusty cheeks
a serene face an empty stare
i turned my back as he held out his dirty palm
he kicked the ball so high it crashed into the window
stained shorts grubby hands
bruised knees dusty cheeks
a happy face a toothy smile
i turned my back as he held out his dirty palm
he ran so fast splashing murky water all over my face
stained shorts grubby hands
bruised knees dusty cheeks
twinkling eyes a wicked smile
he turned his back as i held out my dirty palm.....

his life

2007-01-05T21:10:00.000-08:00

she was prancing by the seashore
playing hit and run with the waves
as he stood there, sometimes smiling at her joy
sometimes hoping she would smile back at him
sometimes sighing at his loss
time passed as years flew by
until they met under the hot desert sun one day
she was hopping between sand dunes
playing with the sand playing with the wind
as he stood there, sometimes smiling at her joy
sometimes hoping she would smile back at him
sometimes beaming at his luck
they hopped and skipped together
in the fields by the lakes
flowers looked brighter the grass felt greener
as she saw the skies
as she saw the waters with his eyes
he gave her his eyes he gave her his heart
afterall she was his life
honey tasted sweeter the nights felt longer
as she found her prince
he gave her his eyes he gave her his heart
he bid her farewell after all she was his life!

stifled cry!

2006-11-26T00:31:00.000-08:00

i was but a tod when you struck me
if it was'nt for you,
i would've been blissfully unaware
of this dark burden that i now hold
my eyes shed no tear
my lips made no noise
did'nt you sense my fear?

did you really have to?
did you really need to?
i wish you had'nt!
coz all you have left me with
are bitter imprecations for you on my lips!
you saw me last summer you wished me last winter
do you know i still remember?

this winter! every winter!

2006-11-15T19:38:00.000-08:00

winters remind me of my solitary existence
no its not you that i miss
its your arms around me
my cheeks against you
your breath along mine
my life woven around your presence that i miss!

winter winds blow hard on my face
no they dont hurt me
they only bring back memories of every
strand of hair you brushed off of my face and
every stroke of your fingers across my cold nose
its my being that aches for your touch that hurts!

winter chill! it cuts through my spine
no it doesnt kill me
thrills me with flashes of me curled inside you
each time you cuddled
everytime i snuggled
its the absence of your warmth around me that kills!

did i tell you how much i love to miss you?

blessed impulse!

2006-10-10T15:22:00.000-07:00

i dont know you at all!
i trust the way you look at me
can you help me find my way around?

i still dont know you at all!
you hardly ever talk but i sense comfort in you presence
can i pour out my woes unto you?

you're the only soul i've got!
coz my best friend's not there for me
would you promise to not desert me my friend?

i never realized you love me so much!
you have always loved me have'nt you?
well! i probably am lucky to have found you
maybe i love you too!

not until today did i realize!
how much iam a part of you
how much i belong to you
how much i love you
twas but on a blessed impulse that i said 'i love you too'

i wanna ask...

2006-10-07T21:11:00.000-07:00

i'm so full of myself!my trials! my errors!
my success! my defeat!my wins! my losses!
then what is it that makes you love me so much?

my eyes are'nt hazel! my skin's not fair!
i'm not stunning!i'm not svelte!i'm not even tall!
then what is it about me that you're so in love with?

am i your strength? am i your support?
no thats you! my pillar of strength! my mountain of hope!
am i there for you in every path you take? every decision you make?
if it was'nt for you i would've long drowned in the sea of my thoughts mercurial!

if to a worthless me you can give so much how much more would you give to a worthy me?

i loved him i believed so! he loved me he said so!

2006-10-06T10:00:00.000-07:00

we stood looking at each other on the platform and that instant i knew it...i knew i was looking into the eyes of the man i would love for the rest of my life, the most handsome man i ever came across.

yeyyyy i rushed out of the hall relieved, this is hopefully the last exam for the semester is'nt it? and i see him right in front of my face and i knew it...i knew he was sorry he was standing there to say 'i love you'.

its intimidatingly beautiful, this place. i've always always wanted to be here..well!! eversince i realised my life would've to stop revolving around him and start revolving around something! and i see him in my face and i knew it...i knew the man to whom i gave away my heart now wanted to give me his.

its a good thing you know mom was'nt there to glare at me and then at the watch on her wrist which would've shown 3:00 a.m. flowers at the doorstep! and i knew it...i knew he was there to rob me of my present, bind me to his heart and be gone.

whatever made me wanna give a qualifying exam you ask? i dunno i suppose i lost my mind, i had been studying for 4 days straight without food, water and shelter (the shelter part i am exaggerating) 15 missed calls! unknown number calling! and i knew it... i knew him, i knew the stalker....after all, i had loved, lived and known him for the past 5 years of my life.

"are you cold?" "aren't you tired?" "are you sure you wanna go back to the party?"
"no iam fine really" and "i love you" "really!" i add as he removes his jacket and slides it onto my shoulder.
a jerk! a loser! a cheater! a heartbreaker! a stalker! was what i needed to finally find you.
and i? i love you from the bottom of my heart.....